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lagu comei+sweet+besh3x=suker nyeeerrrr...

2006-05-02T09:52:00.000+08:00

Never Be Replaced - 1ST LADI -

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time

From the day I met you I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses I
can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probably let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

Meet Up with Aniza

2006-04-23T12:00:00.000+08:00

hehe...nearly 10 years me n aniza never meet each other...yer la...abish jer pmr...sempat ler 1 week same class with her...4 science 1...than i got an offer to boarding school...after raya...i went back to school to meet up with all my frens but diaorang lak takder...panggilan for mrsm lak pas tuh...4 science 1 da cam padang jarak padang terkukur da...bak kater mahsuri...yer la...yg tinggal braper kerat jer...da banyak pege mrsm n boarding school...science 2...3...4...pon same gak...ader yg pege teknik school...ader gak yg pege poly school...yg tinggal just da chinese yg mmg takleh pege memaner...ehm...when think back our old days...mmg rindu btoi ler ngan my school nih...opsss....lopa nak ckp name ek...ST GEORGE'S GIRLS SCHOOL or usually known as sggs...ehm...mmg school paling besh kat dunia nih la i rase...semua student dier pon rase camtuh...even both of my sis feel da same way...

bila da jumpa aniza nih...macam2 citer la kuar...form1 kitaorg satu class...dier ketua class n i assistant dier...form 3 pon camtuh jugak...cam biasa ler...ketua class nih slalu nyer baik...peramah...kena buli sket...hehe...tp asistant dier...hahaha...takyah ckp ler...mmg gangster...kawan pon ngan tomboy...kalo ada yg tak puas hati...mmg i pege carik budak2 tomboy nih ler...soh diaorg settlekan aper yg i tak puas hati...hahaha...cam gangster lak...tp mase kat sggs i mmg nakal le...suke sgt buli n sakat org...tp form 3 was the best year in sggs...3 BAIDURI...da 2nd class tp perangai cam last class...hahaha...tp semua cikgu pon sayang...n guess wut...dlm nakal2 kitaorg pon...we got more 8As rather than da 1st class tau...n our result in PMR mmg lagik gempak from da 1st class...gosh...how i miss my days in sggs...

among memories yg i takleh lopa kat sggs nih was pagi2 after loceng bunyi around 735am...musti kena get ready...lagu NEGARAKU akan dimainkan...semua org kena berdiri...nyanyi sesama...tak kira la kat mane berada...dlm class ke...tgh jalan kat koridor ke...n yg plg tak tahan kalo dalam toilet...hahaha...mau nak gelak kitaorg dlm toilet tuh...tetiba ja lagu NEGARAKU...hahaha...selain tuh...kalo time PJ...nih mmg besh ler...semua org wajib pakai seluar kaler merah...yerla...sggs nih mmg trademark kaler merah putih...so...sluar merah n baju putih...kitaorg salin baju takyah pege toilet...salin jer dlm class...kan semua pumpuan...name pon gurls school...mmg senang ler....hehe...and da best part is perhimpunan...if usually school will have their assembly on monday...but sggs will do the assembly on thursday...pretty cool huh???...masa nih la nyanyi lagu skolah...mmg besh arr lagu skolah nih...sampai skang still teringat2...lagu nih bunyi cam lagu dalam gereja sket...yer la...nama pon st george kan...it's a church school dolu...

in sggs i was active in school band aka pancaragam sekolah...i played trumpet...tp kalo da reti main trumpet...even horn...tuba...n all da brass family buley main...janji jagan sumbang dah le...kalo da masok band nih...memang jadik anti ustazah ler...mmg ustazah anti tgk kitaorg...yer la...slalu tak masok class...asyik ader performance jer...pastuh uniform lak skirt...paras lutut tuh...siap ngan stoking n kasut skolah kaler putih...skirt putih n baju merah...topi pon merah...hahaha...lawak la...budak band mmg slalu kena marah ngan ustazah dlm class...penah skali tuh...i dunno wut i did wrong...tetiba ja ustazah called up my name n soh i dok luar...dlm konpius tuh i pon kuar ler...tetiba aniza pon kena...pastuh yus pon kena...suzy pon kena...baru la tau...semua budak band kena ropa nya...hahaha...hampeh nya ustazah...tanpa sebab kitaorg tercongok la kat luar...sampai abish masa pendidikan islam...lawak kan...tapi we got our sweet revenge to all da ustazah...masa hari penyampaian hadiah...as usual la...band musti perform kan...n budak2 band nih mmg kena siap awal...nak pakai skirt lagik...nak betulkan tali kat baju tuh lagik...nak polish equipment lagik...so...masa penyampaian hadiah tuh...ada satu incident yg mmg besh n will never be forgotten by all of us...bila diaorg announce..."the best student for pendidikan islam is Aniza Zuniffa Abd Manaf"...jeng...jeng...jeng...skali aniza kuar ngan uniform band...siap skirt paras lutut tuh...hahahaha...mmg merah ja muka ustazah semua...kami kat tmpt yg bersedia nak perform senyum sampai pusing 360 la...hahahaha...

ehm...banyak tul la sweet memories kat sggs nih...kalo nak citer semua phenat ler menaip...org yg membaca pon musti ler phenat jugak...asyik nak scroll down jer...besh...besh...mmg besh...

seniors and juniors

all gather here

together we march all without a fear

good will n happiness we want to spread

everydays' a challenge

lets go right ahead

onward we move

towards the light

resolve are we to face the fight

giving our best

from day to day

if there's a will there's always a way

st george's (2X)

we'll ever proclaim

honour and uphold

we'll be always praise your name

st george's (2x)

will always be true

our dear st george's girls' school

king arthur n the witch

2006-04-14T14:23:00.000+08:00

Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death.

The question?....What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end.
He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess, the priests, the wise men and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer.

Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would have the answer. But the price would be high; as the witch was famous throughout the kingdom for the exorbitant prices she charged.

The last day of the year arrived and Arthur had no choice but to talk to the witch. She agreed to answer the question, but he would have to agree to her price first.
The old witch wanted to marry Sir Lancelot, the most noble of the Knights of the Round Table and Arthur's closest friend!

Young Arthur was horrified. She was hunchbacked and hideous, had only one tooth, smelled like sewage, made obscene noises, etc. He had never encountered such a repugnant creature in all his life. He refused to force his friend to marry her and endure such a terrible burden; but Lancelot, learning of the proposal, spoke with Arthur. He said nothing was too big of a sacrifice compared to Arthur's life and the preservation of the Round Table.

Hence, a wedding was proclaimed and the witch answered Arthur's question thus:
What a woman really wants, she answered....is to be in charge of her own life.

Everyone in the kingdom instantly knew that the witch had uttered a great truth and that Arthur's life would be spared. And so it was, the neighboring monarch granted Arthur his freedom and Lancelot and the witch had a wonderful wedding.

The honeymoon hour approached and Lancelot, steeling himself for a horrific experience, entered the bedroom. But, what a sight awaited him. The most beautiful woman he had ever seen lay before him on the bed. The astounded Lancelot asked what had happened. The beauty replied that since he had been so kind to her when she appeared as a witch, she would henceforth, be her horrible deformed self only half the time and the beautiful maiden the other half. Which would he prefer? Beautiful during the day....or night?

Lancelot pondered the predicament. During the day, a beautiful woman to show off to his friends, but at night, in the privacy of his castle, an old witch? Or, would he prefer having a hideous witch during the day, but by night, a beautiful woman for him to enjoy wondrous intimate moments? What would YOU do? What Lancelot chose is below. BUT....make YOUR choice before you scroll down below. OKAY?

Noble Lancelot said that he would allow HER to make the choice herself. Upon hearing this, she announced that she would be beautiful all the time because he had respected her enough to let her be in charge of her own life.

Now....what is the moral to this story?

The moral is.....
If you don't let a woman have her own way....
Things are going to get ugly!

blurrrr gurl of da day

2006-04-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

ehm...thinking of writing sumthin here but suddenly wen the page open...tetiba no idea pulak...dunno wer to start n dunno wer to begin...today n 2morow jadik bos of da day...hahaha...left me...abg aziz...kak ti n hayy jer kat opis...kak zanida n andrew ader training...biler bos da tak ader...normal la kan???...yippee...happy...happy ler jugak...but the work gonna be more ler...wen 2 people gone...the 4 of us need to cover up for them la...

arinih was the most blur day for me...dunno if i had anything to do...or i dun have nothing or do i have a lot of work actually but i didn't do it...these 2-3days had been like this...rase cam no work...tp tak slalu jugak dapat lepak at my cubicle nih...ke sana ke mari...tetiba da lunch...tetiba da 530...so...u guys figure out for me...i banyak keja ker???...even andrew feel da same thing...so much work to do...n end up feel like nothing had been done for da whole day...

but da most thing dat i wanna do is going back to My PENANG 2morow nite...yyaahhooo...tak sabor btoi ler...da lama tunggu tis day to come...at last...2morow is da day...mlm nih da leh start packing...hehe...2morow...exact 530pm...chow pege pudu...meet anati kat pudu...beli tiket...terus naik bus n balik...hehe...ter"over" excited lak me nih...

tis weekend...as mention earlier me...sha n tna will be heading to mahsuri island...nanti da tangkap pics bebanyak...i upload to my potopages k???...many people ask...y lama tak upload...even my EX-bos pon siap comment saying me as lazy gurl coz tak upload2 any pics since pyan's reception...n dat is more than 1 month ago...hehe...bukan malas...bukan sengaja...but no time ler...da ler internet kat SIME nih cam hampeh jer...lembab nak mampos...mmg buley menguji tahap kesabaran ler...kekadang rasa mau campak gak my pc nih kuar tingkap...tp nasib baik my patience is high n even growing higher n higher each day...thanks to IT...working in IT make me very patience than before...patience here meaning...very-very-very patience...even waiting for my fren about 1 hour pon i tak merungut...not even a single mengeluh...kagum btoi ngan myself...kalo dolu...even lambat 10 minutes pon mmg da wat muka...da kutuk...da jampi serapah...da marah2...habis semua sepah i buang...hehe...ok ler...enjoy ur weekend u guys as i will definitely enjoy mine in LANGKAWI...

p/s : sha...tna...jom kita EENNJJOOOYYYYYY...!!!

can't wait 4 langkawi...yeay...

2006-03-27T12:55:00.000+08:00

last weekend was the most relaxing n fine weekend for me...me n sha went for a movie...ala...citer da basi pong...final destination 3...ehm...wut can i say bout tis movie...da boring ler...it's the same storyline n the horror part also da buley agak wen n how...the best one was final destination 2...for me la...as for sha...she prefer the 1st one...cukop ler eks...jgn nak wat another final destination lagik...if there's another one...i'll probably gonna buy only dvd...hahaha...

LANGKAWI...LANGKAWI...yeay...yeay...yeay...can't wait for it actually...i'm going with sha n tna on April 7-9...besh...besh...mmg besh...the 3 of us can't really wait to see Mahsuri n everything in Langkawi...nak pege island hopping gak...dats the besh part for me...hehe...n absolutely...the besh part for us will be buying cokolat...cokolat...n cokolat...yyeeehhaaaa...nantikan kedatangan kami langkawi...12 more days to langkawi n 10 more days to My PENANG n my car yg comei tuh...hehe...can't really wait to drive my car yg comei tuh keliling My PENANG...ahaks...hehe...skang pon nak wat keja cam takder mood jer...may it's monday...so...normal la kan...adding to dat...abg aziz MC lak today...lagik ler buhshan...takder Partner In Crime...hehe...

da lame tak update potopages gak...month of MARCH mmg month of work...work...work...for me i guess...mmg tak pege memaner pon...i rather spend my weekend on my bed rather than going out...phenat ler...pege keje awal pg pastuh balik lambat...tp tak abihs2 gak keje nyer...just weekend to relax n enjoy my life in my house...lagipon most weekend i went back to my cousin's house...lepak umah kak mas pon besh..just exacly like my own house...apa lagik...layan astro ngan PS2 ler...hehe...

bz...bz...busybody...opsss...hehe...

2006-03-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

ehm...it's been a while i didn't update tis blog...been quite bz lately...bz here meaning very-very-very extravaganza bz...my office work makin membukit tinggi nyer...everyday with loads n loads of work...nearly everyday i went back at 730pm...ehm...phenat seh...balik umah...mandi...terus tengok tv...than zzZZZzzz...ha...nak selit sket...kat ntv7 ader citer korea series baru...save the last dance for me if i'm not mistaken...hehe...buley dicalonkan as one of my faveret korea series la...heroin nyer cute n hero nyer comei...hehe...ok, enough of tis korea series...

office work lak...i have to finish up edms n livelink...backup problem certain time...paling tense me up is the matrix for segamat-kuantan project...pergghhh...buley koma tau wat tis matrix...b4 tis sue yg wat...but since...she had resigned...i had to handle tis back la...hehe...keje nyer senang tp renyah...musti u all tak baper paham kan???...i know sue surely understand wut i mean...kan sue???...than the EPCC department kept on recruiting people...the engineering department as well...paling tense when they bawak masok org...than mintak pc on dat very day of that people masok...n harap to get the pc on da spot...mana buley che abg...kena sabar la...kalo da skali masok 9org...tak ker naya kitaorg...ingat senang ker nak setup pc...nmpk mmg la senang...nmpak mmg la cam org IT tak wat keja...jalan sini...jalan sana...but do u guys really know why we jalan sana n jalan sini???...bcoz of u guys la...ehm...ter"emo" lak i nih...hehe...

ha...one more news yg tak sempat nak citer...da beli keter...hehe...yyeeehhaaa...at last i manage to buy a car with my own money without using any single cent of abah's...tp ader gak abah blanjer sket...hehe...tp it's out of my presence...no keter tuh abah blanjer...hehe...mase abah ckp tuh mau malu gak dengar...aisehman...awat abah buang duit kat dyana lagik...ehm...ha...keter aper ye i beli???...keter yg i mimpi la...tp kaler nyer lain...yg i beli kaler itam...mase i mimpi tuh kaler merah kan???...ahaks...kelakar lak rase...my mimpi jadik kenyataan...hey guys...dream do come true tau...take me as an example...hahaha...

cam banyak lagik nak citer nih...tp tak sempat la...so much to tell n ask but so little time that i have...laling da tunggu kat bawah nih...dier ajak pege dinner skali...kang kalo lambat mau dier bebel dalam keter tuh...ok la...nnti citer lagik...chow...

...L...O...V...E...

2006-02-24T17:19:00.000+08:00

Learn to love the people who are with you at present
Forget the people in the past and thank them for hurting you
which led you to love the people you have right now.

When you love someone, you'll do crazy things
you can't explain, you'll deny the truth and believe in lies.
When you love someone, you sacrifice,
give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You risk it all no matter what.

Everything in life is temporary because everything changes.
That is why it takes courage to love, knowing it might end anytime...
having faith will make it last.
Friends are not the one who laugh when you laugh and cry when you cry.
They are the ones who make you laugh and stop you from crying.
Love is the feeling we fall in and out of and every time we fall off,
we learn to hold on tighter...
Hoping that next time, we may never have to let go.

They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
But do you know that sometimes love enters through the back
door and before you begin to notice it,
it's on it's way out.

Have you ever loved only to let it go?..
Have you ever hated someone and loved him so?..
Have you ever missed someone so bad it made you cry?..
Have you ever seen someone left alone without knowing why?

Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a woman
but luckier is the woman who wins the last love of a man.
Love is not the right word to say when you feel guilty nor
the right word to say when you like a person but
love really matters when we share our thoughts, our minds and our hearts...

Life has a way of changing things but not
the joy that friendship brings,
for friendship is like the shining moon,
makes each night a brighter one.

Love is not for beauty or color of the skin,
but for a heart that is loyal within,
for beauty fades and the skin would grow old
but a heart that is loyal will never turn cold.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart,
forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust
and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain;
so easy to get, so hard to let go;
so easy to spell, so hard to define...
and yet everyone is still taking the risk.
That's love...

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird,
and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours,
we join up with them and fall in love in mutual weirdness
and call it LOVE...

Never be afraid to fall in love.
It may hurt a lot,
it may give you aches and pain,
but if you don't follow your heart;
in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.

Don't run ahead of God.
Let Him direct your steps.
He has plans and He has His time.
God's clock is never one minute early nor one minute late.
It always strikes right on time.

If someone loves you,
love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them.

The past is meant to be used as a tool for the future.
Bad experiences indeed make you bitter but the lessons
learned should make you better.

ON LETTING GO
it hurts to see someone you love happy with somebody else;
but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person unhappy...with you?
When you find arms that will hold you at your weakest,
eyes that will see you at your ugliest,
lips that will kiss you in both instances,
and a heart that will love you at your worst,
then you have found true love.

Someday,
someone might come into your life
and love you in a way you always wanted.

If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
If your someday is today.. CHERISH

misses my abah so much...

2006-02-22T13:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday got a message from my abah...he send it to my other (DIGI) number...the message was so short n not finished...thought he wrongly send to me...maybe wanna send to one of his frens...asking him did he wrongly send the message???...and the answer that i got was so sweet n feel like going back to penang to see him n hug him as i always do...the message was "NO! it's 4 u. nothing much just miss all of u in KL".pergh...that's my abah...he cannot be too long separated with her daughters n mama...he'll surely call us at least 2days once...me n abah don't use sms as our comunication...i'll rather call n hear his voice...but my 2 little sis always "sms"es with him...everyday i shud say...yesterday was the 1st time we "sms"es till my credit finished...hahaha...the 3 of us were planning to go back to penang next week...receiving messages like that may make our heart ache...sian abah...musti sunyi je umah tuh without us kan???...takder org nak lawan tumbuk...takder org nak berebut remote astro...berebut channel...berebut astro card yg full version tuh...hahaha...n the most thing that he'll misses most i guess will be going to the stadium watching football match without us accompany him anymore...hehe...takpa...takpa...nanti bulan may kita tengok MY TEAM lawan MESIA kay abah???...tp abah belanja arr tiket nya...hahahahaha...while discussing with my 2 sis...suddenly we got message from abah...he'll coming to kl next week maybe...but the decision is yet to be decided by mama...hehe...yea...yea...abah coming...mama coming...n absolutely maktok n wan also coming...coz abah kater...nanti soh maktok masak sedap2 nak bawak dtg kl tuk korang 3...yea...luv u guys...n miss u guys in penang...cam lame je tak balik penang nih...ye ke???...

dyana...karipap...abg aziz

2006-02-17T18:29:00.000+08:00

yumm...yummm...besh...besh...mmg besh...karipap is one of my favourite kuih instead of popia...tak sangka abg aziz pon same jugak...since i'm a little gurl mmg da suka mkn karipap nih...tak kira la kentang...ayam...daging or sardin isi nyer...all of it mmg my favourite...but the most favourite one will be kentang la...ocz me myself mmg suka sgt mkn kentang or fries...dari kecik mama mmg kasik i mkn fries...kentang with nasik...kentang with bubur...kentang goreng...kentang bakar...rebus n etc...etc...etc...sebab nyer???...mase kekecik dolu allergic sgt ngan ayam...certain ikan...udang...sotong...seafood la most probably...cian kan???...bile da besau nih...mmg da tak minat nak mkn semua tuh...that's why me suke makan mekdi...suke makan fastfood...mmg asyik mengulang ituh jerk darik kecik...hehe...nasik mmg tak minat sgt...melainkan kalo ader lauk tempe n tauhu n kentang...uikshhh...itu mmg favourite la...takyah nak ckp bnyk...terus beli aje...hehe...

ok la...citer pasal karipap balik...kat my opis nih ader jual karipap yg besh...mmg sedap sgt...every morning mmg slalu beli...satu ringgit for me n satu ringgit for abg aziz...tgk arr sape sampai dolu...kalo me pege bekpest dolu...me la belikan...if abg aziz pege bekpest dolu...abg ziz la belikan...tp slalu nyer...mmg i la yg pege dolu...kan abg aziz???...hahahaha...skang pon da rasa nak mkn karipap lagik...besh nyer kalo dapat panas2...yummm...yummm...yummmyyy...sedap nyer...siap minum ngan teh tarik...wow...sedap nyer...hingga menjilat jari...bak kater kfc...i'm lovin it...bak kate mekdi la...hehe...

ok la...da takmo citer lagik...nnti teringat lagik nak makan karipap...kang tak pasal2 tido awal lak mlm nih sebab tak sabar nak tunggu bekpest sok...nak beli karipap yg sedap tuh...hahaha...chow guys...

yaaahhoooo...

2006-02-15T14:37:00.000+08:00

yea...yea...AT LAST...!!!...my ako mustapha yg comei tuh da kuar dalam mya zara...lambat benor la...da 14 episodes tunggu baru kuar...yyyaaahhhooooo...I'M LOVIN IT...chow...

LESSONs ON LIFE...

2006-02-14T09:07:00.000+08:00

There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away. The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen. The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise. The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment. The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life. He told them that you cannot judge a tree, or a person, by only one season, and that the essence of who they are and the pleasure, joy, and love that come from that life can only be measured at the end, when all the seasons are up. If you give up when it's winter, you will miss the promise of your spring, the beauty of your summer, fulfillment of your fall.

Moral :

Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joy of all the rest. Don't judge life by one difficult season. Persevere through the difficult patches and better times are sure to come some time or later. There's always a new door open for us.

PYAN's reception...

2006-02-13T14:17:00.000+08:00

February, 12, 2006...it's pyan side nyer reception lak...takder la bnyk keje sgt kat sini...my day only started on that very day...arrived at pyan's house around 930am...tgk mak andam make up...pastuh kene halau from bilik coz mak andam nak naikkan seri pengantin...org lain takleh tgk...first time nih tau...ader eks camtuh...tp cam same jerk...hehe...opsss...sori...around 10am start the photoshot by tomen...tetibe terjadik assistant dier pulak eks...tp on da same day da kena favourite phrase Donald Trump..."UR FIRED"...hahahahaha...camane eks???...lom sempat 24hrs jadik assistant da kena fired...hehe...around 12pm da start bersiap for konvoi to dewan...sampai masjid around 120pm...semanyang zohor than straight away pege dewan...mase nih pengantin naik keter kaler ijau...fuyooo...besh tuh...da arr reception nyer bertemakan ijau...besh...besh...mmg besh...suke la...suke sgt2...bersanding...makan...ingat nak balik but pengantin asked us to wait...tgu punya tunggu...tunggu punya tunggu...tangkap pics bebnyk lagik...my bos ader datang gak...around 440pm balik umah pyan balik...take my belongings...mintak tlg pka antar pege masjid balik...naik keter zaff laling...terus balik umah...mmg ngantok giler arr...tp takleh pulak nak tido sampai la kol 115am...arinih da whole day ngantok...ngantok giler seh...dunno why...one whole day mata cam nak tido ja...mmg da takleh perform lagik nih...nak balik awal...tp cam malas...nak balik umah pon rase jauh...hehe...padahal 5minit jerk da sampai...ehm...ok la...da tak larat nak type lagik...da takder idea...nak tido la jap...tido sambil bukak mate...I HAVE ANOTHER 5 MINUTES TILL MY OFF DUTY...

sumthing to ponder...

2006-02-11T13:29:00.000+08:00

...WANITA DAN APPLE...

~WANITA~boleh diibaratkan sebuah apple...yang tak berkualiti amat mudah diperolehi kerana ia berguguran di atas tanah...tapi apple yang tak mampu dibeli berada di puncak...susah dipetik...sukar digapai...terkadang apple risau...kenapa diriku belum dipetik???...lantas ia merendahkan martabatnya dan menggugurkan diri menyembah bumi...sedangkan ia sebenarnya ALLAH jadikan begitu tinggi martabatnya sehingga tiada siapa yang berani memetiknya...hanya pemuda yang benar-benar hebat dan ikhals sahaja mampu...mungkin bukan di dunia tapi di akhirat...biarlah jodoh bukan di dunia asalkan cinta ILAHI mengiringi...

p/s : got it from abg aziz...konon nak perli la tuh since ada apple merah on my table...eleh...ckp jerk la nak apple tuh...i kan snowhite...so...kene la ader apple merah atas meja...tuh pon sue yg kasik...hehe...tak makan2 lagik pon...cantek arr apple tuh...sayang mau makan...jadik decoration jerk atas table nih leh tak???...

:::MYA ZARA:::

2006-02-10T10:24:00.000+08:00

MYA ZARA...ehm...one of the samarinda slot rite now...acted by azhar sulaiman (nape nak wat dier gagap arr???)...arash mohamed...jasmin hamid (pandai tul wat ngade2 tuh)...ady putra...eja (da kurus sgt arr...da tak cantek)...n besh part is...my AKO MUSTAPHA yg comei...hehe...at first dun feel like watching this slot...ye arr...i'm not really a fan of ieja...tak minat sgt tgk dier acting...the same old ieja...lembut...sgt2 lembut smpi i yg rase phenat...n she do likes pink a lot i guess...tp in one of the advert...suddenly ternampak ader AKO MUSTAPHA yg comei tuh...terus jatuh hati...cam org kater la...dari mata turun ke hati...hehe...terus melekat nak tgk this slot...tp...tunggu punya tunggu...waiting with patience...tunggu lagik...from episode to episode...but AKO MUSTAPHA yg comei tak kuar lagik...awat arrr???...ingatkan tis week coz last week in the scenes of next episode...tp tak kuar2 pong...hampeh tul arr...asyik-asyik mya zara ngan mr. yong...lagik2 diaorg...tak pon...lagik2 ezahar n azlan...AKO MUSTAPHA yg comei tuh biler la pulak...hehe...teremosional lak...ok la...tetiba da blurrr...lenkali citer lagik la pasal AKO MUSTAPHA yg comei nih...

hari paling bengang abad ini...!!!

2006-02-05T15:40:00.000+08:00

Date : 05/02/06
Time : From AM to PM
Mood : It's a sunny "HOT" day...!!!
Venue : Home...Jln TAR...SOGO...HOME...

my day start early in the morning...bgn pepagi tuh da rase tak besh...cam sakit jerk perut...salah makan ke smlm???...ehm...bior arr...kol 10am camtuh da kuar umah...around 11:10am da sampai kat Burger King Masjid Jamek...tunggu sha sampei kol 11:45am...pastuh nak makan aper ye???...da half an hour tunggu sha pon still can't make up my mind wut to eat...sampai la sha da beli...i da makan her fries 5...6 batang baru la pege order...da sampai depan mamat kaunter tuh pun still tatau nak order aper...mamat tuh da dua kali tanyer..."yes miss, may i have ur order pls"...tp aku jawab..."yes, having here"...hahaha...apa punya answer da...tak menjawab soklan langsung...sampai la dia nak bukak mulut for the 3 question...then i cepat2 cakap..."bk broiler medium set...change fries to onion ring..."...hahaha...muka mamat tuh mmg da cam bengang pon...tp pasal ko la mamat...nak wat camana...org tgh konpius nak mkn aper nih...ehm...

pastuh jejln to SEMUA HOUSE...mak oii...banyak perubahan btoi la kat JLN TAR nih...as i could remember...almost 2years da tak datang...why???...not sure but i'm not really fond of this pasar mlm...ramai sgt org nyer...phening arr kalo ramai2 nih...rase cam nak pengsan jerk...hehe...then sha show me branded make up yg diaorg jual with rm10 jerk...loreal la...maybeline la...bior btoi...rm1o ja???...sha beli blusker n maskara for tina...me???...mmg ada hati nak beli...tp kalo da beli...pakai ke???...ehm...kompem tak pakai...so...takyah la beli...

sampai SEMUA HOUSE...jejln arr carik baju kurung ready made nyer...bnyk baju yg cantek...tp da masok butik kan...mahal tuh rega nyer...macam tak berbaloi lak...baik beli kain pastuh maktok jahitkan...lagik besh...then kuar balik...jejln along the road...jumpa satu kedai nih...FIRST LADY...ehm...cam besh jerk...masok n terus pilih 2-3 baju kurung which i guess mmg the exact same colour as wut sue had bought me for her pengapit before...masok fitting room terus try...da try tuh...rase cam aacchhunn nnnyaaa...hehe...pastuh angkat kepala pandang lampu...terus tergerak hati..."alamak lampu kuning la...better check kat luar...lampu kuning slalu tipu kaler..."...da try...dapat size yg sepatut nyer...terus kuar n did the payment happily ever after...i thought it would be happily ever after la...

pastuh terus lintas jln nak pege SOGO...sha nak beli barang...tengah besh jejln tuh...terbukak la pulak plastic bag FIRST LADY td...jeng jeng jeng...terus gelabah seh...sha pon gelabah n asked why...show sha the baju kurung n lagik la sha glabah...WUT???...kuning air???...bukan cream...jeng...jeng...jeng...ehm...tp da beli tak per la...leh pakai kat keje...tp nak pakai mase sue kawen kalo leh...terus call sue...citer punyer citer...ngadu punyer ngadu...the only question yg sue ask..."lampu kuning kan td???"...yup...mmg lampu kuning pon...hehe...mmg salah sendirik kan???...tak pe la...tak kisah pong...it's sue's big day...kalo sue rase tak masok...i pakai jerk balik kebaya yg sue belikan tuh...i want everything to be perfect on her big day...

lepas shopping kat SOGO...terus balik umah...da arr naik bus...da lama tak naik bus nih...panas takyah nak ckp la...aircond pon tak pasang...tp dlm tensen2...bengang2...panas2...leh pulak i tido ngan nyenyak nyer dlm bus tuh...hahaha...da sampai umah...hepy da sket...nak bukak semua kipas yg ada n get ready for JUARA LAGU...sampai jerk umah...eh...awat kedai bawah takder lektrik nih...awat kedai mkn pki lilin nih???...naik atas...WUT...!!!...NO LEKTRIK...!!!...hampeh tul arr...tanyer opah kat sebelah...dari kol 2 takder lektrik...lepak sampai kol 7:30pm...takder gak lektrik...mmg da panas tahap gunung berapi nih...aaarrgghhh...terus call iza n asked her to pick me up...nak tido umah iza la...sampai umah izamterud mandi...pas mandi terus tgk juara lagu...pastuh apprentice...reba...terus ZzzzzZZZZzzzzZZZZ...END OF MY HARI PALING BENGANG ABAD INI...

my BESHfren reception...la...la...lala...la...(",)...

2006-02-02T14:40:00.000+08:00

ALHAMDULILAH...at last...my BESHfren sue had tied a knot with pyan last saturday nite...after maghrib...to be exact...8:42pm, january, 28...sue is legally pyan's wife...everything was according to plan...the nite was great...and the next day...the reception at sue's house begun...however...before these two big days for my BESHfren sue...she n her hubby had struggle many days n nites n months preparing this big event of their lives...as me...my part was not as big as theirs...as the "pengapit" for sue...i just help here n there when i'm needed...so...my journey in helping for sue's wedding exactly took place last wednesday...january,25...and the journey begins now...!!!

JANUARY, 25 -> half day of work...had my lunch with sue n izmir at mekdi's...yeah...eating my yummy chicken properity...seday seh...quite sad rite now coz mekdi had stopped prosperity...need to wait till next CNY then...ehm...reached Taman Sri Lekir around 6:47pm...cleaned ourselves...makan nasik time...then me n sue start to decorate the hantaran...sue's mom was bz with the curtains...

JANUARY, 26 -> woke up around 9am...hehe...lambat ye...kantoi arr...had our breakfast n continue with the hantaran...clean n decorate pengantin's room too...ahhcchhuunn nnnyyaaaa...hehe...went out with sue...beli baju...beli barang...n macam-macam lagik arr...tis nite was the best nite for sue i guess...her big bro...yob...kaklong aka dragon @ dinasour cute...qila...kimi...alin n dina balik from Moscow...terjadik la sandiwara semasa n cerekarama air mata that nite...hehe...however...i'm happy for sue since their back for her reception...so...the family is complete...lengkap...da takyah ader sesaper lagik da...hehe...opsss...lupa lak...ader adeq bongsu kesayangan nih jugak kan???...hehe...

JANUARY, 27 -> accompanied sue to facial...sauna...lulur...mandi susu...cam besh jerk nengok...hehe...siap ader massage lagik tuh...me wat henna on both of my hand...rasa cam cantek la...but now...bile da balik opis rasa cam alien lak...ader corak2 bunge on my luvly hands nih...hehe...went back around 6pm...finished up the hantaran n room...continue with doorgifts for pyan's n sue's side...

JANUARY, 28 -> this was the day...sue jadik pyan's wife after maghrib...ader makan-makan sket at her house n balik tido...this nite i mmg da tak larat...around 1am i went to wash my face n lay down for a while...sekali tido sampai pagi daaa...hehe...pity sue...rearrange n decorate back her pelamin by her own...rase bersalah gak tetido but myself mmg da collapse arrr that nite...sorry ye sue...hehe...

JANUARY, 29 -> bersanding...makan beradab...n taking pictures...went back to penang around 5pm following pika...senang sket...takyah la nak naik bus...hehe...

many things i learned n got last weekend...i learned that...it was so hard to get married...a lot of things n money had to spent...takleh silap satu pon...nnti reception tak besh...bile tak besh...semua pon serba tak kena...n the best thing was...dapat jadik adeq bongsu...hahaha...chow...

GONG XI FATT CHAI...

2006-01-29T12:26:00.000+08:00

Gong Xi Fatt Chai to all...may ur life prosper in this year n coming years...AMIN...

80's BABIES...cheer guys... (",)

2006-01-20T14:46:00.000+08:00

Signs that you are a 80s' baby:

You grew up watching G-Force, He-man, Transformers, Thundercats, Silver Hawk, Woody Woodpecker, Chipmunks and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget Ninja Turtles, Mask, Smurfs and Voltron too.

Girls watched Japanese cartoon like My Little Pony, "Xiao Tian Tian","Hua Xian Zi" etc.

You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in primary school afterrecess time.You squatted by a drain with all your classmates beside you, andbrushed your teeth with a colo urful mug.

Remember the days when the school nurse, comes with a list for the! dentist appointment, the sound of the drilling when your friend has afill in his tooth.You remember the packets of milk we get in primary school toencourage us to drink more milk. (It is only cost 30 cent per pack)

In secondary school, girls go to the library to borrow their favourite romance storybook. Girls altered their school skirt to shorten it and guys will go to the school appointed school uniform tailor shopto tailor make their school trousers to the then fashionable "baggypants"!

During primary school days, the teacher will punish you using a rulerto hit your palm.

A bowl of noodles soup cost only 30cent in primary school days.

When you were in primary school, girls like to go to the bookshop tobuy cute stuff such as animal erasers, various shape sharpeners,colourful notebook etc.Hankyu Jaya, Yaohan departmental stores used to be a favouritehangout for families during weekends.

In secondary school days, you buy the Bata BM Turbo or Pallas Jazzschool shoes.Some guys like to wear those china made ankle high shoes.Some even like to wear those very thick socks with their schoolshoes.

Internet? E-mail? What the hell is that?So you thought a decade or more ago, your friends don't have pagers or handphones in school.CDs? What's that? Cassette tapes were the norm.

Movie tickets used to cost less than $5 last time.The goodies from Mama shop used to be Chickerdis, Mamee , Kum Kum,UFO, O-Ya, Ding Dang chocolate balls with toys in the box, colourfulhard "egg","cigerette" bubble gum, KIKI Bubble Gum, pink bottle of bubbles c/w a small tubes with yellow sticks to blow "more lasting" bubbles thatyou can pop more air in or slam it on.You never forget 'Ti Kam'.

When exams are over, the board games (e.g Monopoly,Donkey, Transportation Comparison Card) & held ! video games will beall over the class room.

Your favourite sound is the bell!For it's the homemade ice cream man. The cream that tops Haagan Dazs!And the other peddler you love is the old lady who sells juicy MuahChee and thick olden syrup rolled in a balloon the tip of a chopstickstick.Another bell is the recess bell, a time to get away from school workand to eat.Another time when there is no bell but all guys will anxiously wait for it.

The PJ (Pendidikan Jasmani), PE time (time for football), your favourite childhood games were playing "guli"(marbles), fivestones, five bottle cover, zero-point, catching, "Pepsi-Cola one twothree" and/or "Police & Sentry"!

The best thirst quencher of all times is the yummy colourful icetubes you can buy from provision shops for only 10 cent. To eat them,break the tab and suckwhile holding the freezing tube!

All gals have a girl doll/strawberry shortcake/my little pony/poundpuppy, while all boys have a soldiers figurine (combat) or a rubberband catapultthat shoots folded paper!

Once was the era whereby ice-cream sticks were valueable items, then came the paper aircrafts, chalk fights.Some boys made their own guns from wood, and used 'Bacali' as thebullets.Some even used matches to shoot and burn kids' lanterns during MoonCake Festival.

And your favourite holiday was Lunar New Year! New clothes, Ang Pows,shopping, junk food and family outings!

Let's see, the majority of students in universities today were bornin 1987 / 88.... They are called "youth".For them, they have never heard of the song "We are the World, we are the Children..." And the "Uptown Girl" they know is by 'West Life'but not 'Billy Joel'.For them, there have always been only one Germany and only oneVietnam.AIDS exists since they were born.CD exists since they were born.Michael Jackson is already whitened.John Travolta is always round in shape and they can't imagine howthis fat guy could be a god of dance.They believe that Spiderman and Incredible Hulk are just new films.They can never imagine a black and white screen for a computer.They never know what is Atari or 'Game & Watch'.They can't believe a black and white television ever existed and theydon't even know how to switch on a TV without a remote control.And they never understand how we can go out without a mobile phone when we were in university...

Let's check if we're getting old...
1. You understand what was written above and you smile.
2. Most of your secondary school friends are getting married.
3. You are always surprised to see small children playing comfortably with computer.
4. When you see teenagers with mobile phones, you shake your head.
5. You spend less and less time talking on phone with your friendsdaily.
6. When you meet your old friends from time to time, talking aboutthe good old days, repeating again and again all funny stories youexperienced together.
7. Lastly, having read this mail, you are thinking of forwarding itto some other old friends. You think they will like it too.....

Hahaha!.... Yes! We are getting old too...........Brings back old memories huh?Cheers to the 80s babies!!!

hmm...???

2006-01-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

it's been a while i didn't update this blog...nape eks???...bz???...yeah...lot of work lately...with office work n out of office work...hehe...jejalan la tuh maksud nyer...but since i;m back from tec (team effectiveness course) my work load had been increased...mmg da banyak keje arr...then on weekend...always thought of staying n laying on my bed to musti tak dapat nyer...ader jer activity yg kene wat...hehe...ehm...tis weekend pon the tec group ajak pege main bowling...sue ader ajak g tgk dier try baju gaks...uiks...kang kalo clash...camane eks???...hehe...just follow the flow arr...

ehm...sedar tak sedar it's already 2006...vey fast...cepat sgt2...thn nih da jadik 25 pon...hehe...tua ke tuh???...it's ok...nothing wrong for being old...it's the attitude n cun that's matter...hehe...ahaks...bile da thn baru nih...semua org sibok tanye...aper azam???...wut's ur azam this year...toing...dush...dush...dush...cam kena tembak lak rase...aper azam eks???...cam tak penah pon i wat azam...hehe...i'll achieve wut i want to n i never made azam every year pong...

adoih...tetibe ngantok laks...nih yg malas nak makan nasik time lunch nih...musti ngantok nyer...hampeh tul arr...

HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!!

2005-12-30T14:57:00.000+08:00

Hope all ur dreams...wishes...and targets of life do come true this new and fresh year...as for me...there's a list to do this coming 2006...i'll strive harder to make my life more successful and happier and more adventurous as well as happier...(",)...
la...lala...lala...lalalala...la...la...la... lastly...HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY specially to suepyan whom will have a new life this coming new year...mmmuuuaaahhh...

sniff...sniff...snifff....

2005-12-29T12:45:00.000+08:00

I will not make the same mistakes that you did...I will not let myself...Cause my heart so much misery...I will not break the way you did...You fell so hard...I've learned the hard way...To never let it get that far...Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk...Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt...Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me...Because of you I am afraid I lose my way...And it's not too long before you point it out...I cannot cry...Because I know that's weakness in your eyes...I'm forced to fake A smile...a laugh everyday of my life...My heart can't possibly break...When it wasn't even whole to start with...Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk...Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt...Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me...Because of you I am afraid...I watched you die...I heard you cry every night in your sleep...I was so young...You should have known better than to lean on me...You never thought of anyone else...You just saw your pain...And now I cry in the middle of the night...For the same damn thing...Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk...Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt...Because of you...I tried my hardest just to forget everything...Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in...Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty...Because of you I am afraid ...Because of you...Because of you...

awat lambat sangat arrr...

2005-12-28T13:13:00.000+08:00

ish...ish...ish...susah btoi arr nak dapat MyVI kaler ijau nih...arituh g tanyer mau dekat setahun baru dapat...then my dad asked me to think about it...either to wait for almost a year or set my mind on other car...tp keta aper abah???...that was my question to him...then he said...tgk la mana yg berkenan...janji jgn kelisa sebab mama da pakai kelisa...so...i pon pikir la...pikir punya pikir...pikir punya pikir...sampai mimpi tuh...jgn memain...hahaha...lawak btoi la...banyak idea yg abah kasik...getz...vios...waja...gen2...accent...putra...satria...macam-macam lagik arr...tp semua pon tak berkenan...both of my sis lak sibok nak i amik savvy...hah???...what???...savvy???...bentuk dier mmg arr tak suke but when think of ader auto-manual tuh...rase cam besh lak...cam keter org kaye...ader both of it...biler boring ngan auto tukar manual...tp i akan boring ke ngan auto???...hahaha...da senang nape nak amik manual lak???...hahaha...

sambung balik citer pikir pasal keter td...sekali tuh tetibe rase tekad lak nak amik kenari...hehe...nih gara2 asyik naik keter suepyan arr...rase cam kenari besh lak...sampai satu malam tuh mimpi da dapat keter kenari kaler merah...hahaha...lawak seh...padahal kaler merah tak pernah pon ader dalam pale otak nih...mmg tak minat sgt pon...rase cam garang jerk bile pakai kaler merah tuh...bgn pagi tuh...rasa cam mmg petunjuk arr...da nak call abah pon...tp credit lak abish...terus diam camtuh jerk...sampai last week...my family datang sini...mase bawak wan n maktok jejln kl...ader gak wan tanye pasal keter MyVI ijau tuh...so...story la kat wan pasal kene tunggu almost setahun tuh...n senang je nasihat wan...ala...tunggu je la...bukan apa sangat pon...pejam celik pejam celik da setahun...da dapat kete...janji dapat beli keter yg diyana nak...bukan 2nd choice or 3rd choice...kalo nak bandingkan masa dyana tunggu n kepuasan yg dapat...insya allah berbaloi...ehm...btoi gak kata wan kan???...so...balik jerk umah terus cakap kat abah...KOMPEM...nak MyVI kaler ijau...soh abah survey n kalo da okay booking terus kat penang...nak plat penang gak...takmo pakat kl nyer...nnti semmangat My Penang hilang lak...ahaks...hehe...i suke keter nih...wan pon suke...maktok pon suke...mama n abah pon suke...cuma adeq2 jerk cam nak soh amik savvy gak...tp wan cakap picanto pon besh gak...btoi gak kan???...picanto pon lebey kurang MyVI ijau gak...ehm...da phening balik skang nih...soh abah survey dua2 lah...senang...

janji keter sampai ok n i mampu...janji leh bawak maktok...wan...abah...mama...n adeq2 jejalan...chow...!!!...

HO...HO...HO...Merry Christmas Everybody...

2005-12-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everybody...i'll celebrate my christmas in Cherating with my family...we'll be celebrating maktok's birthday also (the day before christmas)...hehe...time ujan n banjir camnih...maybe dok dalam hotel jerk la kot kan???...hahaha...kelakar tul arr...tp da abah mmg nak pege sgt cherating tuh mase birthday maktok...we just follow...so...i'll be on leave from tommorow till next monday...MERRY CHRISTMAS...!!!...see than...

worth watched movie of the year

2005-12-19T13:01:00.001+08:00

KINGKONG...i would say a "worth watch movie" of the year...it's better than narnia...better than LOTR trilogy from my point of view...but no matter what...it definitely will never challenge my STAR WARS...hehe...still admire George Lucas's Star Wars...really salute him with his work in Star Wars...to anybody planning to watch KINGKONG...better get ur ticket early rather than beratur lamer2...da sampai kat depan...da abish...worst case scenario will be...ader pon kat depan2 jerk...tak besh...tak besh...mmg tak besh kalo dapat dok kat depan...musti kena seat yg besh...the film was full of adventure...thrill n actions...phenat seh...!!!...kalo dok kat depan nnti kepala asyik ke kiri...ke kanan...left...right...phenat kan???...so... i'll suggest u guys to get ur ticket first...i'll rate this movie as A++...hehe...terlebey suka pulak movie nih...sampai satu tahap tuh...i feel that this KINGKONG was really cute...sampai my fren kat sebelah tak puas hati with me n kept on asking me...camana ko leh kater KINGKONG nih cute hah???...lain org...lain cara...lain hati nyer...my heart says KINGKONG is very-very-very cute...geram btoi...rase cam nak peluk jerk...eiiii...geramm nnyyeerrr....!!!

Some of the pics from the movie...

Ha...nih arr hero nyer...second hero rase nyer...coz KINGKONG was the real hero in this movie...da tajuk pon KINGKONG kan???...musti arr KINGKONG hero of this movie...his name was Jack Driscoll...script writer in this movie...cool jerk org nyer...

Carl Denham...director yang jahat...tak suke dier...the only thing that he cared of is only his camera...such a selfish person...nak duit...nak kaya...nak duit...nak kaya...he gain all of these by susahkan org lain...A GOOD LIAR...big fat liar...hahaha...sian KINGKONG...sebab dier arr...KINGKONG kena tangkap...sian KINGKONG cute...

...hero n heroin of the film KINGKONG n Ann Darrrow...

suker nyer...suker nyer...flower2 luv...toing...toing...toing...la...la...lala...lalala...

2005-12-15T12:50:00.000+08:00

ehm...nape ye???...ahaks...hehe...hahaha...dedicate to all of u this song...my paveret song for this time being...

Sukarnya untuk ku melupakan...Sinar matamu yang menawan...Terbayang-bayang tiap masa...Senyumanmu menggoda...Kehangatan terasa dijiwa...Tika kau lafaz kata cinta...Nafas terhenti seketika...Seakan sukar ku percaya...ooh...ohh...oo...hoo...Ku juga mencintai dirimu...Mengapa sukar ku luahkan...bukan sengaja ku menahan...bibir membeku lidah terkelu...ku juga mencintai dirimu...kau amat sempurna buat ku...bukan saja aku biarkan...kan ku ucap jua padamu...sukarnya untuk ku ucapkan...ku takut akan kehilanganmu...akan ku buat segalanya...untuk mu kekasihku...cuma satu yg belum terbuat...kalimah cinta kau nantikan...bila masa dan ketika...tidak dapat ku menjawabnya...ooh...ohh...oo...hoo...Ku juga mencintai dirimu...Mengapa sukar ku luahkan...bukan sengaja ku menahan...bibir membeku lidah terkelu...ku juga mencintai dirimu...kau amat sempurna buat ku...bukan saja aku biarkankan ku ucap jua padamu...Semalaman...ku menunggu panggilanmu...Pabila terdengar suaramu...ku terlupa segalanya...oo...oo hooo...Ku juga mencintai dirimu...Mengapa sukar ku luahkan...bukan sengaja ku menahan...bibir membeku lidah terkelu...ku juga mencintai dirimu...kau amat sempurna buat ku...bukan saja aku biarkankan...ku ucap jua padamu...kan ku ucap jua padamu....

New Love...

2005-12-09T13:16:00.000+08:00

I know that he hurt your heart, Broke it in a million pieces, And left you lonely. Cry your eyes into a bloody red color, He was your first and only true lover. I've told you time and time again, You need a man like me. Someone who will give you everything, And love you endlessly. You need new love, To get you through the lonely heartache. You need new love, To get you through all the pain. You need new love, To show you how things could be. You need new love, Tell me could that new love be me. Could it be me? Always in the streets slinging with his homies, You struggle with your bills and he never has no money. Everyone knows he's a liar and a cheat, Saw him kissing in movies with a female last week. What kind of man would hurt your heart and treat you so cruel. You need someone who give everything like you're his one and only jewel You need new love, To get you through the lonely heartache. You need new love, To get you through all the pain. You need new love, To show you how things could be. You need new love, Tell me could that new love be me. How could you let him break you down like it's your fault (it's not your fault). I would never do you that way, do you that way, never do you that way. If you can't stand the pain, bring that love to a halt. Let me take the pain away, your heart will never hurt again. You need new love, To get you through the lonely heartache. You need new love, To get you through all the pain. You need new love, To show you how things could be. You need new love, Tell me could that new love be me. You need new love, To get you through the lonely heartache. You need new love, To get you through all the pain. You need new love, To show you how things could be. You need new love, Tell me could that new love be me. You don't never ever have to be lonely. You don't have to be afraid. Cause I plan to give you all of my loving, For the rest of my days. Let be your everthing baby, Everything that you need, What I want to know right now. Can I be your new love, true love, baby, Should be, let it be me.

ehm...buleh caye ke kalo org antar camnih kat kiter???...to much of promises that may hurt my heart again...guess...let it be n let it flow the way it suppose to be...don't wanna anybody hurt me as i'd been hurt badly before by "HIM"...

phew...phenat+phening+HAH???

2005-12-08T13:03:00.000+08:00

It's been quite long i did not update my blog..been quite busy these few weeks...last week bz with office's work...abg aziz lak coti...lagik ahh tambah busy...adding to it...andrew n kak ti ader taining...so...left me...suhana n my bos jerk...the worst part is when we had to give our service support to SDO skali...hah???...da start ke shared service tuh???...that's was the first question to my bos biler dier soh i turun bawah g tgk printer kat SDO...hehe...makin bertambah ah keje kitaorg nampak nyer...tp besh gak banyak keje...rasa cam baru jerk dtg opis tetiba da lunch...pastuh tetiba...hah???...da kol 6 ke???...yeah...leh balik...

Last week pon i coti...balik penang...nak pinjam keter mama...nak pakai datang training for this week...besh...besh...mmg besh gila sampai nak pengsan bila balik penang...hehe...pastuh...last saturday one of my best buddy mase kat U dolu kawen...melangkah lak ke kuantan...tak penah2 sampai kuantan tetiba sampai lak...hehe...tak sesat lak tuh...cuma mase balik jerk terlepas highway n terpaksa la pakai jln lama sampai ke maran...than kuar balik highway...semua gara2 da kenyang nasik kenduri my fren tuh...cam tak sangka jerk dia da kawen n da pegang title puan skang...kalo pikir balik zaman kitaorg muda2 dolu...hahaha...lawak seh...macam2 benda nakal kitaorg wat...hahaha...

So...this week pon bz gak...ader training VB.NET kat Iverson nih...kat bandar utama...ehm...pagi ptg siang malam sampai nak tido...asyik pikir VB...VB...VB...semua pon VB...da balik umah nak kena revise balik...nnti lambat lak nak paham about the next chapter sok...ehm...phenat ropa nya blaja nih kan???...keja senang jerk...pege keja...balik keja...settle...!!!...kalo blaja...pege blaja...balik blaja...revise balik...ish...ish...ish...tp takper...my azam to pursue my study in MBA still kuat...utuh...n teguh lagik...cuma masa jerk yg akan tentukan semua nyer...

Arinih cam tak bnyk sgt cover...lagipon tinggal sket jerk lagik nak abish chapter...tuh yg relaz sket n leh nak menaip blog nih...ok arr...da sejuk tahap jack dalam titanic nih...nak g wat air panas jap...chow...!!!

hehe...ahaks...hahaha... (",)

2005-11-22T16:33:00.000+08:00

just finished my department meeting with the EPCC department...perghhh...suddenly so much work...it's normal to have so much work after a meeting with my department...but the problem now is...nak amik cuti next week...!!!...camana nih???...keje tetiba cam banyak lak...kang ader jerk yg bos tak approve my cuti...ish...ish...ish...tp takper...i've talked to andrew just now...he agreed to finish up our group work by end of this month...so next week leh arr cuti...yeah...balik penang...MY PENANG...muah mmuuaahh mmmuuaahhh...!!!...

buhshan arr arinih...had to study about commercial n QA/QC department nyer workflow...need to program it into the EDMS...tensen seh...da arr tak baper paham n i'm quite slow in understanding sumthing to do with bussiness...tendering...proposal...procument n bla...bla...bla...adoih...camana nak sambung MBA nih...!!!...takper...takper...lex arr...musti boley nyer...hehe...ahaks...hahaha...

ehm...smlm dapat email from my best buddy kat opis nih...rase cam besh jerk email tuh...it's not because og the word "laling"...tak heran arr ngan word "laling" tuh...we don't even meant it pong...saje nak memain jerk...nak create scandal arr konon nyer...hahaha...but he's a good a.k.a the best buddy...sebab nyer...sebab nyer...laling nih senang dibuli...hahahaha...kan laling kan???...laling ku sayang...bace dalam nada nih...!!!...

the reason i like email tuh sebab ayat2 yg mcm sajak tuh...tp laling kater it's a pantun ntah berapa puluh rangkap...hahahaha...

laling!
ingat tak dtg keje..haiya..
ingat sudah sakit
ingat sudah sakit mulut...haiya
ingat sudah demam
ingat sudah tak leh bangun...haiya
ingat sudah kat hospital
ingat sudah mau telephone laling...haiya
laling!
takde pape la...
ingat saje mau exercise jari
muahahahahh

sayang ka???

2005-11-21T13:14:00.000+08:00

banyak benda main dalam pale otak arinih...tp till now semua pon yang besh2 lagik arr...takder yg sedey2 lagik...last weekend i succeeded dok kat umah tanpa pijak tanah...hehe...maksud nyer mmg tak kuar langsung arr...kuar pon turun kedai bawah umah beli tomyam (faveretku) ngan nasik + teh ais kegemaranku...hehe...kira nyer tak pijak tanah arr kan tuh???...sebab simen jerk semua nyer...lagipon tak sampai 200 langkah from my house nak pege kedai tuh...hehe...

so...wut did i do dua ari dalam umah tuh???...tgk tv arr beb...nak wat aper lagik...hehe...this is the rest that i need to kumpul before i bertungkus lumus berjalan balik after this...hehe...plan for disember n november pon da penuh my weekend...nak balik penang...nak pege kuantan (mmber kawen)...nak pege cherating...ader training VB.net lagik...ish...ish...ish...thinking of those hectic weekend make me feel nak dok umah jerk...tgh mood baik nih...kalo mood tak baik...ehm...hampeh...jgn harap arr nak dok kat umah camnih...hehe...

bile dok sesorang kat umah...finishing da weekend with myself n "tv" kesayanganku...tgk citer2 yg kekdg may relate with my current n previous life...make me think...kekadang kiter raser kiter sayang org tuh...kiter sanggop wat aper sajerk tuk dier...tp nape when the time comes...kiter abaikan dier???...kiter letakkan EGO kiter kat atas...atas daripada rasa sayang tuk dier???...bukankah kiter patut ketepikan EGO kiter tuh bile kite da sayang seseorg???...nape nak pikir lagik benda2 yg tak sepatut nyer???...bnyak insiden that happen to me that i put my BIG EGO in front of me instead of rasa sayang kat org...aper eks???...nak tau ke???...ehm...

insiden 1 : my 5 months relationship with neil was the best that had happened to me rite now...cam mepek jerk kan???...it's just 5 months n hg takleh nak lupa dia ka???...that wut's my fren had been asking me thru these years...mmg arr 5 months ja...tp camna if that was da best 5 months that i ever had???...hahaha...that 5 months make feel in luv...disayangi...being cared by someone...being appreciated n bla...bla...bla...but wut really happen actually???...EGO da matikan semua raser tuh...i NEVER call him...i NEVER ask him out...i NEVER sms him...i NEVER buy him present except for his birthday...i NEVER try to know his family as he did...n the worst part was...i NEVER said I LOVE HIM...!!!...why did this happen???...sebab nyer...EGO arr...konon nyer dier lelaki...dier arr kena wat semua...takkan pmpuan yg nak call???...ehm...typical thinking...konon nak jadik pmpuan melayu terakhir jer???...ceh...hampeh...sendirik jugak yg susah...biler da ilang dier baru nak menggelabah...

insiden 2 : ader skali tuh...pege class for one hour...balik jerk hostel...check hanphone...WUT???...ader 23 misscalls???...tp one number jerk n it was neil...!!!...hati mmg da glabah giler mase tuh...mcm2 pikir...dier ok ke???...eksiden ke???...masok spital ke???...demam ke???...tp wut did i do???...tak call dier pon...tak amik inisiatif to misscall him pon...just wait for him to call me back...sebab nyer...sajerk EGO...kalo dier nak ckp...dier arr call balik...hehe...hampeh kan???...benda camnih pon nak berkira lagik ka???...padahal dalam hati mmg da risau giler tuh...nak makan lunch pon da takder selera...then when he called to tell me yg dier saje jerk call sebab he missed me...terus raser sweet jerk...hehe...

so...that's among the EGO yg i dolukan dulu...maser muda2...mase tak pandai lagik...hehe...bukan bodoh tau...!!!...cuma tak berapa pandai jerk lagik mase tuh...so...wut i could say is...in a relationship...kiter kena ader GIVE N TAKE...baru relationship tuh leh berpanjangan...salah???...mmg kekadang kiter wat...sakit hati???...semestinyer kiter akan sakit hati...terasa???...tipu arr kalo tak penah terasa ngan org yg kiter sayang...tp satu jerk yg kiter kena ingat...1. SAYANG... 2. PERCAYA... 3. RESPECT...tiga benda nih kena ada...so...kita kena arr pandai wat decision tuk diri kita sendirik...never let EGO in front of anything...

tp kadang2...org tuh sayang kiter...kiter arr segala nyer tuk dier...tp dier tak tunjukkan kat kiter...bukan nyer EGO or aper...tp dier tatau camna nak tunjukkn...cukop arr sekadar dier sendirik tau dier mmg sayang kat kiter...tp tak patut camtuh...sepatut nyer...cakap arr dier sayang kiter...n kiter pon sayang dier...takder arr org tuh raser dier bertepuk sebelah tgn...but wutever happen...i've learn from my mistake...but i still pegang pada prinsip...if a man likes a woman...come n approach her...same goes to me...kalo btoi da suka...come n approach me...i'll wait for the right man...ahaks...hehe...

maybe sebab EGO jugak i lost neil...n i never even ask him why...nape???...sebab EGO arr...rase cam diri nih bagus sgt mase tuh...bile dier ckp dier da kawan balik ngan ex-gf dier...i terus diam n merestui dier...i wat as if nothing happen btwn us...as if i never luv him...as if kitaorg nih mmber jerk slama nih...i siap congrate dier lagik tuh...sebab da kawan balik ngan ex-gurl dier...siap tanya2 lagik pasal diaorg...as if i tak kisah...tp dalam hati ALLAH jerk yg tau...nangis giler seh pastuh...hati rasa kena toreh ngan penoreh getah jer...n one more question that i NEVER ask him was...NEIL SAYANG YANA TAK???...

Training Excel...

2005-11-18T13:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah...da ari jumaat pong...HAPPY WEEKEND everybody...weekend nih ingatkan nak wat cam las weekend gak...tido bgn mkn smayang...tido bgn mkn smayang...tp ntah arr...sabtu ader kenduri kawen...pastuh rasa cam nak kuar jejln n tgk wayang...nak tgk CHICKEN LITTLE...!!!...nape la takder saper nak teman nih...kang i pege sorang2 arr...baru tau...!!!...semua org pon nak cakap tuh citer kartun n tuk budak2 jerk...ala...macam arr da besau sgt...naper???...kalo da besau takleh nak tgk kartun ke???...ahaks...tetibe cam tak puas hati eks???...hahaha...

Smlm jadik Cikgu Excel....ok arr...nasib baik student tak banyak kerenah...arinih jadik penolong cikgu jerk...headmaster andrew yang ngajar...nak kena ajar calculations...formulas...pivot tables...ish...tak minat arr...lagipon tak terer...kang nak ngajar pon tak btoi...jadik ajaran songsang lak...kang tak pasal2 microsoft dtg tangkap sebab wat ajaran sesat pasal excel nih....hahahahahaha...

Biler training mmg besh...besh...besh...mmg besh...sebab nyer ader breaksfast n tea...leh arr makan banyak2...hahahaha...pagi td paling besh...ader lontong...!!!...yum...yumm...yummmyyy...yg suke nyer bukan lontong tuh tp sebab ader tempe kat dalam tuh...nape eks suke tempe sgt2???...bukan nyer org jawa pong...tp mmg dari time U dolu mmg suke makan tempe...suke sgt2...!!!...mayb berkawan pon asyik ngan org johor jerk...hehe...

Lunch td g makan laksa...satu lagik faveret i nih...yum...yumm...yuummmyyyy...besh...besh...mmg besh...da lame tak mkn...sejak start posa arr arituh...sebln lebey tuh...cam nak dekat 2 bln jerk...arinih dapat pon makan...nasib baik kuah nyer pekat n seday...yaahhoooo...ok arrr...nak pege kaco suhana japs...hahahaha...

mau balik penang... :(

2005-11-16T14:54:00.000+08:00

ehm...my lidah sakit lagik arrr...cam makin bengkak jerk...pastuh td lapor tp tak brani nak makan nasik sebab takot tergigit ulser lak...so...bli arr papaya...konon nyer...papaya tuh lembik arr...senang nak makan...makan satu ok...makan lagik satu pon ok...pastuh makan lagik tergigit ulser tuh...uuaarrggghhhhh...!!!...sakit nyer...sakit gila seh...tatau nak watpe...cam nak nangis tp tahan jerk...terus tido kat meja...nak ilangkan sakit nyer pasal...snif...sniff...snifff...

sakit-sakit camnih arr teringat nak balik penang...nak makan makanan yg besh2 kat penang tuh...yumm...yummm...yummmyyyy...sedap nyer...hokkien mee kat sifu omar...curry mee kat balai polis dato kramat...char koey teow kat rosram...popia kat taman brown...mee goreng sotong mamak kat gurney drive...ice kacang spesel kat blakang stadium...and the best food will be my mom's n maktok's...tuh arr yg terbaik pernah ader n chef terbaik abad ini...ehm...nak balik penang arr next week...my leave pon bnyk lagik...nak coti lamer ah sket...leh g makan semua nih...my sisters pon tgk coti sem...lagik arr besh...besh...besh...mmg besh...

lapor arr skang nih...baru kol 4...ader sejam setengah lagik nak balik...arinih makan mekdi...yeahhh...my youngest sister is coming to my house...so...i pon order arr kat dier...hehe...tak sabor nak makan my favourite mek chicken regular set...!!!...yum...yumm...yummmmyyy....arrggghhhhh....

MAU BALIK PENANG...!!!

headache...snif...sniff...snifff...

2005-11-15T10:49:00.000+08:00

uuuaarrrrrgghhhhh....sakit pale arrr...gusi bengkak...pastuh ader ulser lagik (at da same side as gusi yg bengkak tuh)...lidah pon cam bengkak gak rase nyer...snif...sniff...snifff...sakit arrr pale nih...berdenyut2...musti sebab gusi bengkak nih...da arr sok nak jadik cikgu excel...kang kena MC lak...

arinih masok opis lambat...kol 9 baru sampai...alasan nyer...bangun lambat...tp mmg btoi pon...thanks to jj -> my adeq ipaq to be...kalo dier tak msg me tis morning mmg tak bangun lagik arr gamak nyer...ye arr...smlm da sakit pale n gusi...makan panadol actifast 2 bijik...terus tetido without setting da alarm...tuh yg tak sedar tuh...penat jerk bawak balik notebook smlm...ingatkan nak sambung wat keje sket kat umah tp sebab actifast tuh btoi2 fast kesan nyer...terus tak wat aper pon smlm...sakit seh...!!!...

nape tak pege jumpa doc amik mc???...ader gak org tanye...takmo arr...malu arr nak jumpa doc...macam budak2 lak...sakit pale n gusi pon nak mc...kang org cakap manja...hahaha...tp kalo sok tak ok gak...terpaksa arr amik mc...class excel pon kena arr postponed...hehe...macam besh gak kan???...postponed class excel sok...lagipon ader satu student dier nih i tak baper berkenan sgt...suke melawan cikgu yg cun nih...ader skali tuh...student nih btoi2 wat i tader mood lngsng nak ngajar...sian student yg lain...tp nak wat camner...terpaksa arr jugak melayan dier...da resposibility to teach them n to make them understand kan???...

ok arr...tetibe cam da takder idea...pale pon da berdenyut2 sgt nih...lenkali arr continue balik...bubye...

hari yg sibok...!!!

2005-11-14T11:54:00.000+08:00

Perrghhh...abg aziz cuti seh...!!!...that's the first thing that i thought bile bangan pagi td...nape nak sedey lak kalo abg aziz coti???...takot rindu kat dier ker???...hahaha...hampeh tul arr...kalo abg aziz coti...meaning that keje i banyak arr arinih...sebab tuh yg sedey tuh...hahaha...so...as i expected...sampai ja opis...phone kept on ringing...staff calling...ader yg tak call tp datang dtraight away to my table...nak pc la...ader user baru masok la...virus la...notebook i da format ke???...folder yg i mintak tuh da kasik permission ke???...macam2 lagik arr...cam penat lak rasa...nih pon sempat menaip sebab sembunyi dalam engineering room sat...SSHHHHH...!!!...diam...diam...jgn cakap kat org tau...hahaha...

Actually bukan dok saje kat sini...i'm waiting for a call from the vendor...nak install RefSYS to this pc...da call org tuh tp dia tak angkat lak...had left her a message so now i'm waiting for her call sambil berehat kejap...dari pagi tadi tak sempat lagik nak dok kat my own pc...hehe...sebab tuh arr tak besh kalo abg aziz coti...hahahaha...now u know exactly why i mengeluh n sedey pagi tadi kan???...hehe...

About my weekend...i had the weekend that i'd long waiting for...the complete rest in my house...da baper bulan tak lepak kat umah camtuh...bgn tido smyang...tido bgn smayang makan tgk tv...tido bgn smayang tgk tv...tido bgn tido bgn tido bgn...hehe...tuh jerk yg i wat last saturday nite till monday morning...hehe...da lame tak rest camnih...before nih macam2 benda kena wat...kena settle...asyik kuar...kuar...kuar...sampai da buhshan asyik kuar jerk...sian umah...da lame tak kemaskan...ahaks..but my house still kemas tau...!!!...cuma berhabuk jerk arr sket...tp da kemas pon last week...

Ehm...awat nya lambat sgt nih org tuh nak call balik???...dier pege lunch terus ker???...aper punya vendor arr...tau arr software nih trial version...tp takleh ker dtg install...da baper lama problem nih tak settle...kalo time nak kejar payment tuh pandai lak nak dtg opis...ish...ish...ish...chow...!!!...tata...titi...tutu... (",)...

I'm Happy Today...!!!

2005-11-10T16:23:00.000+08:00

Yeah...arinih da tak sedey lagik cam smlm...musti arr tak sedey...smlm b4 tido boley lagik tuh menangis sebab teringat kat mamat tuh...ish...ish...ish...bila da bangun pagi nih rasa bodoh lak sebab nangis smlm...bukan nyer ader pekdah pong...lagik menyakitkan ader arr...tp takper...maintain...maintain CUN...ahaks...hahahaha...

Everything goes on fine today...besh...besh...mmg besh...today my department had an assignment on the EDMS software...the whole department sat in the IT Training Room...had a strong brain-storming in the morning...then after lunch we started our assignment...i had to concentrate on Electrical Department...pergghhh...phenat la weh...phenat seh...ehm...nih pon baru jerk abish my part...yg lain still bertungkus lumus nak settle part diaorg...tomorrow still ader lagik keje...date line for our small group pon da dekat...takper2...lex arr...nnti musti leh wat nyer...hehe...ok arr...nak g smyang japs...ada mood continue lagik...chow...!!!

Minggu Pas Raya...

2005-11-09T18:26:00.000+08:00

Tuesday...09112005...dunno wut happen to me today...suddenly i think of neil...gosh...i really miss him so much n i dunno why...it started on the day of raya...tgh nak smayang raya tuh...suddenly i think of him...it just pop up no where...cam magic lak...dalam masjid lak tuh...why arr???...i pon tak pasti...tp apa yg pasti there must be a reason why i suddenly remember him...dyana nih cam tak reti2 lagik nak blaja n pikir from wut he had did to me n my family...naper neil???...why neil yg musti diingat???...why susah sgt nak lupa neil???...i pon tak pasti...almost 4 years my breakup with him but the presence of him never far from me...everytime teringat kat dier musti the feeling of luv n enjoyment of the days with him ader...yg pelik nyer...that feeling tak kurang sket pon...tak kurang langsung...!!!...cam tak caya kan???...is this wut we call 1st luv or i'm the only one yg stubborn sgt to let him go???...ntah2 dier da kawen...n musti tgh happy with her awek or tunang or wife skang nih...i dunno...i dunno wut happen to him...no henpon pon dier da tukar...dolu ader gak kitaorg contact...tp skang tetibe hilang camtuh jerk...n i dunno wut happen to him now...!!!...tatau why the feeling of being left alone...the breakup...the pain that he caused me...my heart that was really broke last time never let me hate him...sayang yg tak penah kurang ader la...n everytime i think of him...it is only the best one...the sweet one...his face...his smile...his voice...his gentleness...everything...!!!...everything...!!!...why i never hate him cause of the pain n the loneliness that he had caused me till today???...WHY???...KENAPE YE???...ehm...penat seh...skang rase nak nangis tp tgh tahan...kat opis lagik nih...sedey giler arrr...mama...abah...if i could tell u about him...YA ALLAH...help me to find my own happiness...AMIN...

HaPpY FAstINg...!!!

2005-10-10T15:10:00.000+08:00

Yeah...ramadhan again...this is the 1st ramadhan for me since i'm working...arinih jugak my 1st fasting kat opis...last 5 days balik penang...(",)...posa kat umah...besh...besh...mmg besh...bile balik kl rase tak besh lak...smlm bukak posa sesorang...maybe tuh yg rase tak besh...eventhough kat umah ada abah...mama n me...tp besh...this doesn't mean that i'm homesick...no...!!!...totally no...!!!...cuma the feel is totally different...sesorg bukak posa mmg tak besh...one more thing...i miss my astro at home...ehm...ok ar...da tatau nak type aper lagik...happy fasting n slamat ramadhan to everybody... (",)...

Puan Marini's Farewell Party...yyeeehhaaaa...!!!

2005-09-25T10:52:00.000+08:00

Wuuaarrgghhhh...so sleepy...ngantok nyer...at last...everything settle...!!!...the party was great...we really enjoy ourselves...Puan Marini tak abis2 ulang yg dier malu coz we're having a party for her...n the best part was when she congratulate the organizing committee...hehe...rase cam bangga ah kejap mase tuh...muja pon kater yg she's proud of us...so...mmg besh ah kan that party...hehe... (",)...

Start bersiap for the party from 6 pm...suepyan dtg my house...sue tolong make upkan i...hehe...nak make up sendirik mmg tak lepas ah...nak pakai lipstick pon salah teknik...kan sue?...hahaha...tp wut sue did was great...!!!...rase cam cun jerk biler da di makeup kan oleh sueygcute...ahaks...then one by one start to arrive at my house...ainul...nellissa...izawanee...muja supposed to meet us at my house but she couldn't make it...so...we went to putrajaya without muja...muja pege sendirik arrr...da lambat sgt maser tuh...tak kan the organizer nak datang lambat lak for the party...kang sape nak kutip duit?...nak susun tempat n etc...etc...etc...

First time pege putrajaya ikut Elit Highway...btoi ker ejaan nyer nih?...sendirik pon tak sure...so...sampai sana on time tp lambat 15 minit sebenarnyer...hehe...start to do our work...kutip duit makan n hadiah...around 8:30pm Puan Marini arrived...ha...before that...Dato' Zaff sampai dolu...mmg salah seorg yg lambat giler...padahal organizing committee gak mamat nih...tp takper ah...laling nyer pasal kasik chance arrr...janji blanja mkn nasik ayam kampung arrr laling...ahaks...hehe...

The party start of ngan ucapan from Muja...then Puan Marini...pastuh apa lagik... it's MAKAN TIME arrr... lauk pauk dier ok arrr...not that bad...n not that good also...tp ok la...berbaloi ah for the amount we're paying...n i succeeded in finishing my one plate of nasik...takder separuh2 lagik...maybe lapar sangat kot...hehe...zaff laling lak makan sampai 2 pinggan nasi tuh...perghhhh...lapar sungguh nih...tau arr baru pas main rugby...ahaks...sampai kena perli ngan Puan Marini tuh...apa daaaa laling...

Lepas makan...bebual...sembang...from gossips...to work...to study...sampai la hal2 kerajaan n politics...hehe...at last...kitaorg tangkap gambar...memang banyak giler tangkap gambar...

besh...besh...mmg besh...part taking pictures nih mmg my favourite...hehe...by 10:30pm ramai da balik...yg tinggal just me...ainul...hidayat...izawanee...muja...nellissa...laling n Puan Marini...kitaorg bebual until 12:15am...sampai that club da nak tutup ah...loads of story had been told...n we've learned a lot from Puan Marini about out future life n work...thanks Puan Marini... (",)...skang semua rasa nak jumpa lagik...nak berbual lagik...BESH...BESH...MEMANG BESH...!!!...chow... (",)

Pre-Reunion YSD Scholars

2005-09-23T11:35:00.000+08:00

"Weh...let's do a meeting before we had Pn Marini's Farewell Dinner nak tak?"...ainul ask us about that n we agreed...org yg nak datang pon tak ramai...not that much as we expected...we really hope that everybody may come to the party...it will be a reunion for us...a really BIG reunion n it surely be fun...memang da lama tak jumpa semua org...even me n izawanee pon jarang jumpa even satu opis...just email jerk...memasing sibok ah konon nyer...hahahaha...

Last nite me...muja n izawanee went to subang parade to meet saravanan n ainul...but coz of work yg baru bos kasik...sara datang lambat sket which at the end we didn't meet him at all...he did came to subang parade but he went to coffee bean...the place which we've agreed to meet earlier...but we've change place to kenny's roger...we waited him until 9:30pm...sayang tul...da ah battery dier abish...tak leh ah jumpa...so...it's just the 4 of us...cam muja cakap...tke golden gurls...erkkssss...golden?...tuh maksud nya precious gurls that couldn't be touch or nak cakap kitaorg da tua?...hahahahaha...i'll bet wut muja meant was the first one...hehe...

Makan punya makan...gelak punya gelak...sembang punya sembang...discuss punya discuss...at last we've agreed on something and muja came up with more brilliant ideas...it's ok tak ramai pon...it'll be a small n private party for us...janji semua happy n the most important thing is to make Pn Marini happy n feel appreaciated... (",)...we'll invited the old scholars...the scholars whom not coming coz of working...they've agreed to share the cost of the prize for Pn Marini...ala...hadiah jam kat ROYAL SELANGOR tuh...hehe...

I dunno about u guys...but i was very happy last nite...really enjoy my dinner with u guys...especially meeting ainul after 3 years of not seeing each other...just contacted through phone n emails...besh...besh...mmg besh...so...guys...just pray n hope for the best tommorrow...hope it will be an event that we'll remember forever...the 1st event that was conducted by us...the pioneer of SIME DARBY BERHAD...chow!!!

Royal Selangor...!!!

2005-09-21T11:47:00.000+08:00

Last nite me...zaff laling...izawanee n nana pege sunway pyramid...nak survey hadiah for Puan Marini (HR Manager whom took care of YSD Scholars)...memula nak pege royal selangor pastuh tukar lak CM pastuh tukar balik royal selangor...naik keter pon still pening lagik...tatau nak pege mane...nak pege CM takot hadiah tak nampak exclusive cam yg Puan Marini suker...yer la...nak kasik hadiah kat org2 besau nih susah...kang beli yg murah...kater kitaorg nih tak kenang budi...hehe...kang beli yang mahal...kitaorg lak kopak...hahahaha...so...at last...ROYAL SELANGOR was our choice...tp memang besh ah tempat nih...i like n love it...memang dari dolu nak masok kedai nih tp tak berani woooo...ye ah...cam kedai orang kaye jerk...hehe...

Da sampai kedai...nak memilih barang nyer pulaks...carik punya carik...at last jumpe gak...we decided for a table clock for her new table in her new room at her new office...we tried to call Saravanan n Muja to get approval on this...lagipon tatau nak engrave aper at that clock...call punya call punya call sorang pon takmo jawab...10 minutes pastuh muja call n approved the present...with wording WARMEST APPRECIATION FROM YSD SCHOLARS 2005...perghhhh...mase membeli tuh rase cam bangga jerk...kitaorg da keja...da ader karier...pastuh tgh beli hadiah for some that had helped us through our uni years...thanks Puan Marini... (",)...zaff bayo ngan credit card tuh...cayalah laling...hahahaha...nak tgk???...nih table clock yg kitaorg pilih...cantek tak?...acchhuunnnyaaaaa...

Macam exclusive giler jerk kan?...hahahahaha...macam besar lak tuh biler da amik pics nih...padahal kecik jerk jam nih...muat la nak letak atas meja Pn Marini tuh...hehe...It toook 3 days for the engraving...this friday...mase lunch time...me n izawanee g ah amik hadiah nih...cam besh jerk nak pege Royal Selangor lagik...memang suka ah kedai nih...chow...!!!

monday GREENIE... (",)

2005-09-19T13:20:00.000+08:00

The start of da week...MONDAY...!!!...everybody in the office is having so much blueeesss today...but for me...greenie much more better...lagik besh...no more the blues on monday...as usual monday...not much work to be done...buhshan btoi...not much problems...td ader meeting with my bos...da work not really that much today...but after the meeting 2morow...mmg loadzzz n tonesss of work is waiting for IT Department...i'm waiting for that actually...not to think n wondering like i'm doing rite now...tak der keja n tak der member nak pege bebual sebab i have no mood to bebual ngan anybody...

My beshfren...sue...lak tak dtg arinih...MC...migrain lagik kot...had tried to call her few times but no asnwer...called her fiance tp tido la pulak mamat tuh...eh...dua2 pon tak pege keje?...ha...ha...tak tau...wat aper?...hahaha...da ah g tengok zahid (ahhccchhunnn nnyyaaa) n felix (susah susah aja) tak ajak orang smlm...ngajok nih...sampei dapat my army ANW bebear baru tak ngajok lagik...hehehe...ha...nak tengok sue tak?...

nih pics sue...my beshfren yg raser dier cute...hahaha...sueygcute ye?...pasan tul ah... ahaks...hahaha...jangan mara arrr...ok la...da tatau nak type aper lagik...I MISS MY PENANG...chow!!!

Drastic change in my life...

2005-09-16T12:55:00.000+08:00

I've typed this in my friendster blog...but friendster nyer blog tak besh ah...everybody in my fren's list may read it...i want only the people that i want to share with read my blog...not everybody...hehe...so...here the story repeats again... (",)

B4 this…if people think of me…they’ll remember everything in blue…anything…just anything will be blue…baju ke…kasut ke…jam ke…even hairband pon biru…my pencil must be blue…my eraser…my ruler…everything…mainly everything…but now…drastically I’ve changed…from BLUE to GREEN…pelik kan?…the colour that I never thought of liking it…kaler hijau?…eerrkkk…!!!…biar btoi hang nih…that’s wut my fren had been saying since I’ve changed every single thing in my life to green…hehe…pelik kan?…

Paling ketara skali when I want to buy hairband…I don’t need any new hairband…but da green hairband had been so attractive until I made myself so in need of a new hairband…ahaks…hahahaha…da blue n green hairband is beside each other but I don’t bother about da blue ones…my eyes straight away grab da green hairband…n just proceed to da counter n made my payment…while paying than I remembered…eh…hairband nih takder kaler biru ke?…pastuh baru la mate tercarik2 kat mane hairband nih td…n guess wut?…da blue hairband is exactly beside this green hairband…ehm…a bit sedey that time but da sedey don’t stay dat long since I’m so happy with my greenie hairband…n I’m wearing it rite now…hehe…greenie… (“,)

Kalo dolu…every Monday…pege jerk opis…my whole day will get blueesssss…but now?…
hahahaha….no more MONDAY BLUES…MONDAY GREENIE here I come…hehe…arrgghhhh…I just luv GREEN n I donno why…nampak jerk anything in green my heart keep smiling n the whole day I’ll be so happy…happy go lucky…hehe…but when I think of me n my “new” green…rase sedey gaks…coz me n my “luvly” blue cam da jadik memori…memori daun pisang…ahaks…hah?…wut?…memori daun pisang?…daun pisang pon green gaks….aaarrrgggghhhhhh….apa da jadik nih…!!!…semua pon green…

When it comes back to my life...maybe i can change mine too...if i can change my "luvly" blue to my "new" green...i surely can give my heart n luv to someone new...as new as my greenie n leave everything behind...everything that i used to call my "luvly" blue...boleh kan?...if i can suddenly change from blue to green...so...i absolutely can change my heart from someone in my past to someone in my future...my blue is no more making me smiling as before...but my green had made me smile n laugh since the day i change to it...so..better i take a chance n never let the chance slip again as i did before...NOT LETTING OF MY BLUE...!!!...now...I'm ready to let my blue go...n welcoming my new n luvly green...da feel will be more towards the green...coz I've made up my mind...!!!...n this is my choice...

So…now…I’m announcing my newest n trendy colour of all…MY BELOVED GREENIE…bubye n so long my used to be "luvly" blue...no more turning back...hehe…ahaks…chow…

Oh, I shouldn’t care or wonder where and how you are. But I can’t hide this hurt inside my broken heart. I’m fighting back emotions that I’ve never fought before, ‘cause I’m not supposed to love you anymore. Bye MY LUV...

ELLOO N wELCoME EVerYBoDY... (",)

2005-09-16T09:29:00.000+08:00

Ehem...ehem...testing...testing...1...2...3...hehe...hai everybody n welcome to my blog...i've never had one before (i mean online blog)...kalo handwritten tuh memang banyak la...so...when i'm reading everybody's blog...suddenly terpikir gak...uiks...semua org da pakai e-blog...awat nya aku pakai buku ngan pen biru lagik nak tulih blog...ahaks...hehe...i'm not that old to not using an e-blog...Today -> 16 September 2005... Friday... 9:20:23am... i started my e-blog...guys...thanks for reading...susah susah aja...ENJOY...!!!